I don't know why..these few days..why we will always keep quarrel with each other?? we not promised that we will tolerate each other when we just be together??
I miss the old u..u used to makes me happy..n give me surprise always...like..bought McFlurry n brought it to my house to give me surprise..and laugh at me when i get shocked..bought a ice cream cake for me..
Do u still rmb the 1st time we watch movie?? "Eat, Hard ,Pray"
that was our very 1st dating..n I never ever i forget abt it..that time..we feed each other eat popcorn..n holding each other hand..n we totally did not care..what the movie is all abt..the important thing is..we can be together..
but..after 1 yr..there are a lot of chance..
we dont like last time anymore..but i just try to do sth which is remain the same..i feed u eat popcorn..but u just eat a few..u duwan anymore...n..u didn't go to my house always like last time...not happy like last time..everyday..just keep repeat the same thing..n u've told me..u get bored with me...
u gotta work now..so..i understand u..so..i dont always ask u out..give u some rest..when u want to see me...i just go to ur house..n make some dessert let u eat..i duno that will make u feel happy or not..
n now....we can't always eat lunch together...ain't like last time..i go cook or prepare some lunchbox..then fetch u went to kumon there n eat together..it is the sweetest day n happy moment for me..i just love u very very much..just can't wait to marry u to be my wife...
but now..u work at other place..the time wanna be together..bcum lesser n lesser..even wanna chat also chat the same thing everday..why?? why we can't be so sweet like last time?? as u always said..i can't make u happy..it is no fun to talk with me..so..what should i really need to do???
i really very very very tired of quarrel with u always..i just hope..just hope u can spend some time..to care of me..not just every weekend also watch movie..i need ur hug..i duno i really suit to be ur bf or not..cuz i really duno what u really want..and u are the same too.......why we cant talk nicely??
today..i 11pm went to the bed..when i close my eyes..n think of u..thinking izzit are u thinking of me too..but i know u re enjoying ur movie..i make me very sad..in the end..i dont get to sleep..but rush to toilet bowl..n vomited out all the dinner that i ate..i feel like there is no one caring me me...
sometimes i ask u..do i still importance to u?? u said yes..but i didnt see any action from u..why?? i just feel like i'm so useless....should we give each other sometimes..n think..whether we should continue our relationship?? or just put a full stop on it...cuz i really tired for quarrel with u n cold war with u always.....
